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Friday, February 29, 2008 @ 7:14 PM
No matches this week, kinda boring. So it was the usual school + trgs = tiring. Next week's test week, so this week was alot of revision. I'm gna fail math. All of us don't really get what this mod is abt. So much for self-directed learning and all those group work. I think we learnt very little, and test will be on, monday? Wtf. I can't solve any of the revision questions. No school today cause of the PSSC (Parents-Student-Staff-Conference) Had History make up lesson. It was productive, good. PSSC was good too, mum came at 240. Good comments for coach and mentor. Yup, gotta continue to work hard luh. Sonia's massage was a hard one ystd. I was screaming on the bed. Seriously hurts luh. Ira massaged my shin, i woke up w a bruise. And sonia threw Filly on the floor ): But Filly's alright now, (: Match tmrw morning at CCAB, AGAIN. This time, its earlier! Darn it! i've to leave house at uhh, 715? Wtf wtf. After that, may be meeting bestie. See how la. I've relative's at my place. Step father's. The 12 year old girl is anonying me. I can't study like that luh. Noisy noisy. K, im gna try to study agn. (: Saturday, February 23, 2008 @ 3:25 PM
The sun showed no mercy this morning. Most all us were dying on court. Dehydration. Aiyuhh. But the match was quite good. Taking those long shots were scary. I think i got tanner, hopefully! Went to have prata after the match with coach and fellow netties. And while walking to the bus stop with simann, she told me that the don't know what flower is poisonous. Out your finger there and it'll bite. Hey, i believed her kay. So dumb luh. I was complaining to bean in the bus abt how tired i was. Ad how painful my butt is luh. Sitting in that bus for an hour was horrible! The seat was damn hard luh. I'm suppose to sleep. But decided not to. Doing my hw. Haha, then off to cousin's party at S'goon Gdns CC. Done! @ 12:00 AM
SINGAPORE TO HOST 2010 YOUTH OLYMPIC GAMES. Cool uhhh. That night at Padang was cool. We were all standing right in front of the stage. Cld see Hady, DiYa & Darren's face so clearly. So, Singapore won, the crowd went jubilant. PTM this evening wasnt too bad, Dr Seet was funny luh. Acad break out session was kinda fun. I'll probably blog more tmrw. ISAAC match tmrw, or rather, later. 1015. Then cousin's 21st bday in the evening. Im off to sleep, (: They're tryin' to come back, all my senses push Untie the weight tags I never thought I could Steady feet don't fail me now, I'm a run till you can't walk But something pulls my focus out, and I'm standing down. Stop and stare I think I'm moving but I go nowhere Yeah, I know that everyone get scared But I've become what I can't be Tuesday, February 19, 2008 @ 10:44 PM
Match against Anderson on monday, went well. I tot i was damn tired, which i was. But when the match started, it was alright luh. Felt kinda good at the end of the match. Final score : 47 - 14 to us. Great job sss netties! Match w Yishun tmw. And i'm freaking tired now, my legs are dying. Must be from this morning's swimming. :/ OH. I finally opened up the bday present Ms Lee gave, its a big cow! So comfortable to hug! I named it, BILLY THE COW MOO HUI HUI :D I've got a new friend everyone, :D Alright alright, Ira and i gna wake up later in the morning to watch hampions League, all the way Liverpool, :D And to everyone playing tmrw, all the best. Esp to SJC whos playing NV. Bean; Stay confident! :D you can you can you can, (: Night! :D Sunday, February 17, 2008 @ 10:11 PM
Happy Birthday, Cheryl Ann Lee, Amelia Yong, Oriana. One in advance: Chua LiMin, Lee Si Mann. Forbissea today felt much better that ystd. We won the cup, 3rd year in a row. So well done SSS(A)! :D SSS U13s also won their Cup. So well done too. SSS(B), no worries, you girls played well. We snrs are proud of you! :D I didn't get to see ZZ, ): But i saw Dulcena and Desiree, I THINK. I'm getting mixed up by Daffy and Des agn. HAHA. Headed for lunch after that, went PS to eat w Yuan Min, Ange, Sha, Olivia. We were crapping luh. Sha was quiet, then Yuan Min found it amuzing. Haha, and she eats her chicken damn quickly luh. Mrt-ed back. Yuan Min kept kicking leg and stepping on my feet. There was this super cute old man opposite us, beside Sha, and she "took photos" with him. Haha, damn funny luh. Came home, lazed for awhile and started doing simann and limin's presents. I'm very tired now, but gna stay up to wish ppl Happy Birthday and wait for a text. My back's aching, legs are sore. Eyes are gna shut anytime. Match vs Anderson tmrw, Go SSS b div! K i'm gna mug now, bye! Saturday, February 16, 2008 @ 9:01 PM
Forbissea today was okay, I think it was a lil boring though. Sadly, we didn't get to play much at the outdoor court. I don't get to tan ): And i guess i played more GK than GS? Maybe uh maybe. I couldn't get any interceptions, like seriously, so saddening. I couldnt move my legs during the last two matches luh. My legs were, quite tired. The match against our B team was funny. Janelle kept asking me to give chance, whenever she says that, all my longs shots went in. Hahaha, i can't believe we were there since 8 in the morning, till about 530 luhh. Wong Yuan Min is such a bully. Cute luh cute, she's sensitive to THAT topic. Omg, i still find it damn funny. Going home w her tmrw after forbissea, I'm hoping to see Z2. Like, long time no see, ): Had steamboat for dinner, sis and her bf came over. I ate alot, seriously. And mum is damn random. All of us are gna watch CJ7 at 1015 at amk hub later. Omg, i'll probably die tmrw morning! Gna come home to do simann and limin's bday present tmrw. I shall be random here and say: Chua LiMin rocks big time :D Simann and i in the car while sending her and zhen to mrt.  Friday, February 15, 2008 @ 11:17 PM
Short one here, i'm very moodless. I'm just stoning and msging. I don't know whats happening to me, damn. Forbissea tmrw. Damn fking early. Wednesday, February 13, 2008 @ 10:07 PM
I was sniffing like a mad cow agn today. I thought i was gna faint or something luh, during chinese class. 130 match was alright, i think i did quite, acceptable la. 530 match, played for the last quarter only, cos coach say i'll be playing on friday, plus fobissea on sat and sun. Though its just one quarter, i'm still damn freaking tired. Its the warm up, i think. Or maybe cos i'm sick? But i was feeling like crap agst EVG. Nvm. Thanks 'Lily', for the drawing and the card! <3<3<3 K now i feel, sick, tired, sad, moodless, stressed, i wna emo ): Hahaha nono cannot, but, nvm! I can't wait for friday, Havnt really planned yet, but oh well, i just can't wait. Bestie, Friday can go to like, Marina Sq or Raffles City or Suntec or City Link? I need to buy things from City Link. Or i buy then meet you, depending on what time luh. Call me k, (: Tuesday, February 12, 2008 @ 2:34 PM
I woke up today feeling so sick. Core trg was bad, but i just keep sniffing. School's even worst, i felt so restless. I could just fall asleep during every lesson, exciting or not, i still could. It was so difficult to concentrate, and i felt so lost. I'm gna ask for make up lessons, for chemistry especially. Match tmrw, agst EVG. Hopefully my flu will get better tmrw. (: I'm gna take a nap now before trg, (: Monday, February 11, 2008 @ 10:57 PM
Happy Birthday to me ;D Thanks for all the midnight birthday wishes again, :D Thank you to eveyone who wished me happy birthday today! So overwhelming uh, (: Match was horrible when we started. I missed my first shot, and second one too. But after that it was alright luhh. Won, 37-17. I didn't get my card and drawing today, nvm, Wednesday! :D Okay, Thank you CHUA LIMIN! For the very nice and sweet present! haaha, i love the paperclip hearts lah! So sweet so sweet! Take care of that thumb of yours! I'll try to watch P.S ily with you okay. haha, love love love, :D I'm sick :/ tsssssk I'll probably emo to sleep tonight/ @ 1:04 AM
I've never recieved that many msges at one time before. Thanks to all the midnight bday wishes! :D Really sweet, (: And thank you faris jnr for the midnight birthday present, :D I'm gna show bean my white flag later if i see her! And im getting my present and hug from limin! Hahah, Vday is coming! I'm celebrating it, HAHA, so funny so funny! I was high, but now a lil tired alr. maybe just a lil emo. hhahaha! K, night all! Hey, i was serious yo. The heart never lies But, oh wel... Sunday, February 10, 2008 @ 1:05 PM
Mum said "Why don't you call some of your friends, then ask them out for dinner later? Treat them la. Cos your bday" Hahaha, i didn't want to luh. I won't be able to get my friends, its like, so last minute. And i don't know who to get also. Probably after Forbissea next saturday will be meeting Bestie. Maybe calling some others? Depends luh. Damn it luh, i'm having cough ): Hope it doesnt get so bad that i can't play/train. St Nics tmrw, HOW FUN & EXCITING! Limin is excited too! Match at 130, so we'll leave class much much earlier, which means i'll miss, CHEM! Damn! And math too. Haha, which means, make up lessons :/ Oh freak, I'm gna die. Haha, bestie came over ystd. Mum drove us t gardens while waiting for dad, she treated me to ice cream! Yummy! And we were tricking Bean! So fun, :D "Small steps makes big difference." Saturday, February 9, 2008 @ 12:03 AM
Visited few houses before going to grandpa's place. And let me tell you, it was damnnnnnnnn boring over there. I was just walking arnd like an idiot luh. The fun only came when we saw all our photos when we were kids. It was so funny, we were all laughing at each other pls. Didnt have my dinner there. Left for hinann's place. I got pissed off just when i was abt t leave luhh. Like wth, must ask so many questions isit, :/ Went over to HinAnn's place. It was just us luhh, talked, played games, ate. Then left at abt 9. The ffood was nice, yummy! Probably going out tmrw, but queenie havnt really confirmed w me. She just went offline. :/ Hahahah, k i'll end here. Bye! Friday, February 8, 2008 @ 3:11 AM
HAPPY CNY TO ALL :D As usual, day 1 of cny is always visiting to relatives from Dad's side. It was really fun talking to my cousins, hahha, damn alot of laughters luh. The best thing that happened today was, the movie! Mum, step dad, sis, cousins, aunts and uncle! We watch the Fann Wong's loanshark's movie. It rocks! I think Mark Lee acted damn well as the sissy and spoke with the typical cheena malaysian accent damn well. I recommend y'all t watch it man! We watch at 1130pm. I really think the plan was damn cool. hahha, reached home at 3am. and im really very tired now, gotta wake up early for visting at mom's side tmrw. and maybe going over to hinann's at night. It was a good day today, (: Night! Wednesday, February 6, 2008 @ 2:14 PM
Sara Bareilles - Love Song Head under water, And they tell me to breathe easy for a while. The breathing gets harder, even I know that. You made room for me but it’s too soon to see, If I’m happy in your hands. I’m unusually hard to hold on to. Blank stares at blank pages. No easy way to say this. You mean well, but you make this hard on me. I'm not gonna write you a love song, 'Cause you asked for it, 'Cause you need one, you see. I'm not gonna write you a love song, 'Cause you tell me it's, Make or breaking this. If you’re on your way, I'm not gonna write you to stay. If all you have is leaving, I’m gonna need a better reason to write you a love song today. Today. I learned the hard way, That they all say things you want to hear. My heavy heart sinks deep down under you, And your twisted words, your help just hurts. You are not what I thought you were. Hello to high and dry. Convinced me to please you. Made me think that I need this too. I’m trying to let you hear me as I am. I'm not gonna write you a love song, 'Cause you asked for it, 'Cause you need one, you see. I'm not gonna write you a love song, 'Cause you tell me it's, Make or breaking this. If you’re on your way, I'm not gonna write you to stay. If all you have is leaving, I’m gonna need a better reason to write you a love song today. Promise me you'll leave the light on, To help me see with daylight, my guide, gone. 'Cause I believe there's a way you can love me because I say, I won't write you a love song, 'Cause you asked for it, 'Cause you need one you see. I'm not gonna write you a love song, 'Cause you tell me it's make or breaking this. Is that why you wanted a love song, 'Cause you asked for it, 'Cause you need one you see. I’m not gonna write you a love song, 'Cause you tell me it's make or breaking this. If you’re on your way, I’m not gonna write you to stay. If your heart is nowhere in it, I don’t want it for a minute. Babe, I’ll walk the seven seas when I believe that there's a reason to, Write you a love song today. Today. Match agst RJC ystd was alright. Played with combinations which we hardly used, but everything went well. Uhh, playing gk, gs, gk, gk ; was like, cool luhh. Hello, imma shooter and ended up as 3 quarters of gk. Thats probably my second position now. I think i play more as a Gk than GA. But it felt quite nice playing gk. Maybe not for first quarter, cos i felt damn lost. Third quarter was good, I FINALLY came out for THAT intercepting which coach ask me to attempt. I tipped it only luhh, but it went out of court, so, i still did it. Heheh. But for the first time, i miss playing as a shooter, Hahaha! Rounders this morning w the class. Visiting at Daddy's side tmrw, I can't wait to eat the Ngou Hiang! Planning to go visitings at friends and teacher place, should be quite an exciting CNY this year :D NZ R2 starts next week, ISAAC too, and Forbissea. Not playing for ISAAC, but forbissea yes. I can wait to get tanner during Forbissea! Its sucha nice competition, for ppl who loves getting tanned! (: Monday, February 4, 2008 @ 8:04 PM
Today was a fine day, i guess. Morning trg, Gym. Ran 28 laps, just one lap more than we usually do. Its about, 1k? Yeah, It felt alright. We learnt a new gym work, called the Turkish something something. Its quite fun luhh, gotta sit down and ge up agn and agn. Then we did a new shoulder exercise, quite taxing, but felt good. After that, had to do, tricep, Squarts, Hurdles, and single leg hop. Bhaama and i skipped hurdles cause we're both injured. So can't really jump the hurdle. I didn't do the single leg hop, so did calf raises instead. So Bams and i finish quite quickly. Heeheeh. School was fun today, i've to say. For once w/o Firman, everybody felt peace, like finally! Bio class was funny luh, maybe not the beginning when we got lectured. Hahaha, wekept answering mrs soong's questions w some wierd answers. Mrs Soong "Kay, so 4A, rmb, when you have blood clot its bad! Its better to bleed than having your blood clot up in your head" Stanely "So mrs soong, when you get blood clot in your head then gotta keep whacking it until it starts bleeding uhh?" Hahaha! Omg, i still found it damn funny luh. Got back history test results, got 18/25. I guess i'm satisfied w it luhh. I was damn enthusiastic during history class today. I LOVE HISTORY! :D I answered lot of questions and commented alot abt cold was, etc. It was fun! (: We had no afternon trg, cause I think i'm gna fail it luhh. K, theres posibility of passing it, but maybe just borderline. Got back math paper too, 14/25 sad sad sad ): So many careless mistake, No afternoon trg today, so people had to use our indoor for NZ. But cool luhh, i get to talk to LiMin, and pass dominica her donation, now my heartpain, $5 gone. Hahaha, was talking to baobao, we kept laughing, damn evil luhhh. Street soccer with some netties, it was a good work out, for the core too cause we couldnt stop laughing. Friendly agst RJC tmr evening, gna be a good challenge i guess. Oh, and i cant wait to get my SS test back! : Okay her heres a BIG one to my dearest BESTIE! ILY & IMY Chill luhh, have it fixed that lil fragile heart of yours? :D Bleeding Love - Leona Lewis Closed off from love I didn’t need the pain Once or twice was enough And it was all in vain Time starts to pass Before you know it you’re frozen But something happened For the very first time with you My heart melted to the ground Found something true And everyone’s looking round Thinking I’m going crazy But I don’t care what they say I’m in love with you They try to pull me away But they don’t know the truth My heart’s crippled by the vein That I keep on closing You cut me open and I Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love You cut me open Trying hard not to hear But they talk so loud Their piercing sounds fill my ears Try to fill me with doubt Yet I know that the goal Is to keep me from falling But nothing’s greater Than the rest that comes with your embrace And in this world of loneliness I see your face Yet everyone around me Thinks that I’m going crazy, maybe, maybe But I don’t care what they say I’m in love with you They try to pull me away But they don’t know the truth My heart’s crippled by the vein That I keep on closing You cut me open and I Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love You cut me open And it’s draining all of me Oh they find it hard to believe I’ll be wearing these scars For everyone to see @ 12:18 AM
KOR LI JIE wants her BIG name here, so KOR LI JIE, here your BIG name! I shall elaborate more on last week. Maybe just abit luhhh. Hahaha, Social studies last Tuesday was a joke! P and i told Ms Shaffiah to tell the class that SS test was on that day. and ms shaffiah did! It was so funny cause Farhan's reaction was just, CLASS luhh! He borrowed P's ss textbook immediately and started reading when he doesnt even know what topic he's suppose to read on, but actually, theres nothing much to study on cause, we didnt really learn on anything this mod, just the answering skills. The class was damn noisy upon hearing that news! But ss test on Friday was actually, quite easy luhh :D Friday's match was, interesting, I played 2 quarter, WD then WA. I totally sucked at WD. I felt quite lost and looked stupid. Then when i played WA, omg, Hell fun man! Its so nice to feed into shooters :D But, i felt stupid after that dumb offside. My WHOLE FOOT was like, inside the circle luhh, and i didn't realize it at all, it was, stupid. yes. Went out to Starbuck at Millenia walk, or however you spell it luhh. Hahaha, went there t study. I agreed to go super last minute, wanted to laze at home, but decided not to. I was at city link,walking toward suntec alr. Then i somehow had this feeling that bay was somewhere arnd suntec area, i msged her, and she was at Marina Sq! I felt like as if i had sixth sense then. Hahah! Studied a lil, and went candy empire to get sweets, then went for dinner at Food Republic. Talked to queenie quite abit, then we left to meet the rest. Bought some stuffs from Prints, then left. We were super comfortable in the train, Until, this super sicko looking guy, kept staring at us, we were sorta terrified. but we were laughing half the time luhhh. Whenever he give us the sick look, bhaama and i would burst out laughing. Whats worst was, he alighted at YISHUN! Omg, what if i bump into him one day, i can't imagine :/ hahaha, kay, i think i'm gna organize some party at coach sue's. but gotta ask her first. Or get the people down to kallang t play agn. I thought that lil match with the CJC oldies and SJC ppl was fun, shall get same grp of ppl to play agn, hopefully can get cheryl ann, deannah, mary clare down too. I'll upload photos when i get home. Enjoy your week everyone! :D Friday, February 1, 2008 @ 10:21 PM
This week was really tiring. trgs plus school. I'm so glad t be back home, really really glad. Fire drill last night was horrible, i mean, they should be more realistic luhh. How can they get everybody back to the room the turn on the fire alarm, then take damn long to make the announcement and the emergency exit gets locked, etc. By then we'll be all dead luh. K whatever. Match today. Bean said i ditched her, hahhaa, so funny. I also dont know why i didnt waved back! next time i will k. haha everything was spoilt by the rain. So, Bean's match got postponed t 9am tmrw. Was msging bean after the match till i saw her online. hahha, we were both pissed w the rain man! Met Eng and Vanessa then brought them over t my place. Hhahaha didnt really do anything, just sat in front of the com. heh. I so cant wait for round 2 to start. so cant wait.. round t faster start.... faster... fater start... |