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Sunday, March 30, 2008 @ 4:20 PM
I think winkwink has something darn similar to KL. Both always asks, "have you eaten?" That kind of questions. Winkwink asked me a question which made me burst out laughing : "Shower alrdy?" Seriously, that question's quite weird uh. Oh, & both their english rocks like cow luh. "Everybody got family day expect of me" "I will knew it" I bet Best is gna laugh when she reads this. I think soon, best & I are gna be influenced by them and talk they way they do. :P Spent today studying for chem. Hardly ate anything today, only a banana. Mum went to Msia in the morning, and she coming back now with my food. I think i'll leave for school at 930 today. No point leaving so early. Gym for morning trg tmrw, how great. I wonder what we're gna do luh. I don't like running 28 laps ): I'm seriously considering staying out of boarding. Shall talk to mummy abt it. And how I miss someone to hold when hope begins to fade Saturday, March 29, 2008 @ 10:49 PM
Hope you're fine ; Got up at 530am, got changed and stuff then left. Mrt-ed to Dhoby Ghaut. I was so glad i didn't fall asleep in the train. Saw SiMann at the bus stop. Then took 16 to KNC. Match was alright. Idk what to say abt it luh. Just, not too bad. Showered, then slacked at knc. Watched the other matches, then waited for the draw with hinann, coach and mdm lee. We've got, NanHua, IJTP and North Vista. First match on monday against NanHua. Talked to Coach Mary, Zhenzhen and all, then left with coach. We were watching JustForLaugh on tvmobile. So lame luh, funny crap. Hinann and i mrt-ed down to amk, walked arnd for awhile, then had lunch at PepperLunch. Then met Best, and we're off to StNics. Their fiesta was uh, cool. So crowded. Went to look for hinann's friend first. Then bumped into some other familiar faces. & it took us super long to get to where chualimin was. We sat there and she took so long to realize that we were there. She looked past us like three times luh. Sat and talked, then went to walk a lil then back to where limin was. Best and i decided to rot there. Hinann left. Sat there, talked to limin quite a bit. Couldn't stop laughing and get disgusted by certain things and people. Headed off for tpy after that. I bet limin's gna miss me. Idk when's the next time we'll meet, hopefully soon luh. Cabbed to tpy. Best and i were chatting with the cab driver. Got off, got bubble tea, and walked to sports hall. Sat with simin and charlene. Sam and KC were there too. Talked to sam and kc, quite fun luh. They left at abt 5 plus. Yup, then someone came, someone who had poor dressing sense. Best, SiMin, Charlene and i were laughing like idiots luh. All the nonsense came out luh. SiMann, Zhen, Ange, Coach, HinAnn were there too. Then blaahhh blahhh, left at 815. I was friggin tired. Went to forks&spoon to eat, with Best and SiMann. Then met mum, and she drove Best home. Best and I have a feeling that both our mum's think that Best and I are tgt. Hilarious luh. Cause we're like, always going out tgt nowadays. Funny luhh. Kay, i'm darn tired. My back's aching, shoulders are sore. Eyes are like, retarded. So sleepy. Idk what mood i'm in now. I'm just feeling a lil, not so good yet fine. Idk. i'll probably starting missing you like crap. Friday, March 28, 2008 @ 9:16 PM
Wednesday, sleep-in! Oh, finally luh. I had a good sleep luh, so reluctant to wake up in the morning for breakfast. Chinese class was funny luh, all the nonsense from the people & laoshi is another joker. Gym was super duper uber tiring luh. Simann and i were, almost dying. We counted. We did 100 bench press and 100 squats in total. Wonderful achievement, well done netties! Thursday, core in the morning was not bad luh. Felt the effect of it that night. Had compre test for english. 3 passages. I was falling asleep while reading them luh. Told hinann abt it & she burst out laughing. Match was, postponed. Just when i was abt to get on court for 2nd quarter. While waiting for the rain to chill, had lots of fun. Singing with hinann, crapping with ms lee, chatting with mdm lee, disturbing Vas and doing nonsense with simann and yunzhen. Oh, and the apple was damn sweet luh. Went back to school, then went to watch noraida's trg with hinann and coach. Super cute luh, the sec1s. Noraida's another cute one. Kinda miss her trg ): Coach and i were playing basketball. Hilarious luh. Juniors were damn noisy at SDC that night luh. Ms Yati was there, and they still could shout that swear word out. Told them to keep quiet, and they still sreamed and shout. Making such a big fuss abt the show all. School today was tiring. It was like, non-stop. Math, can die. But chinese was funny. Went to AVA to watch a korean movie about, uh, Mutton soup. Sat beside laoshi. And he was damn lame. He was confusing me abt who's the good guy and who's the bad guy. I wasn't in class ystd when they watched it luh. He said the movie was a horror movie, but i though it was a comedy when its actually a, sad one. I kept laughing when everyone was like "Awww, so sad luh" Yeah, all cause of laoshi luh. Crack what lame jokes! Chem was like hell, went though quiz, did quiz, revised. Chinese O level prep class - did ying yong wen. I wrote quite alot, like first time luh. Rush back to hostel, pack, left for foyer, then up the bus for junior's match. The match was exciting, I'm so proud of them. Job done, round two's next! Kfc-ed with team after, then left for amk to meet best. Had subway cookies, talked, and walked arnd and home we went. Mum's not gna confiscate my phone, heeeee (: Match tmrw at 8am. Yeh, the postponed one. Agst TKGS. Then going for St Nics fiesta with Best and hinann, then NSL after that. Exciting day tmrw, :D Wong Yuan Min was being annoying on wednesday. She dared someone to hug me. Not that i don't hug people. I do luh, alot uh. hahah, but aiya. Only yuanmin will understand uh. Haha, thanks uh, wong yuan min. (You gotta pull yourself back together, give it one more shot. Its now or never. With the new day falling for you, you gotta believe - for geraldine : D trust yrself! ) Got it from limin's LJ. Thanks alot, thanks for being there, (: I'll see you tmrw at kallang and at your fiesta, love love you! Don't stop believing ; Tuesday, March 25, 2008 @ 9:26 AM
Doing lab work agn, for math this time. Today's time table changed to Friday's, cause we've been missing friday lessons. Leabing for Science Center to watch Dinos at 1115. Match ystd, was alright. The team started off strong, then towards the end, wasnt too good luh. The WD, i think, puked in the first quarter, a lil bit of a shock uh. Didn't play the whole match, ai yerr, wtv. Won, 29-21. Didn't have to warm down, cause didn't play at all, so simann and i chiong-ed over to IJ vs SJC's match. Felt like i was tanning my legs luh, cause the sun was like, urgh, :/ Cheryl was smiling to me while playing, ha, cute lil one luh. Oh, we had green apple yesterday! :D Coach Mun was shouting like theres no tomorrow luh. Funny luh. Oh wells, emo-ed in the bus. Idk why also luh. But, yeah, so stupid uh. Back to school, showered, then played w xiao bai, and off for dinner, couldn't really eat uh. SST was slack, followed bhaama to boarding office to take her temperature, wasted time, then went back to dining hall at like, 8. Then we started stoning after bhaama finished her summary. Then she slept for 20 minutes, while i was texting. I so wanted to watch The Arena, watch the advertisement, looked quite scary but exciting. [Yeah, thanks Bean Moh for making me feel better, (: I'll find the Jolly you knew. Just for you uh. Love much!] Went to rec after study, watch the Ch8 show, hell retarded luh. So stupid. Then headed back to hostel, talked to limin on the phone for awhile, [thanks alot for making me happy when i'm suppose to be sad uh. All cause of your Zoe and Alice crap. Thanks luh, i'll see you on thursday!] I think i'm gna text Best in a minute, (: I'll see her on Saturday, hiphip! ~~~ Alrighty, I'm off. I'll find my way back, Monday, March 24, 2008 @ 11:44 AM
Dinner last night was funny, V was darn hungry luh. Went to Yishun Park after, sat and talked. The way V console's ppl, is so annoying. Came back, did History. Slept at abt 1. In history class now, just done w work. Bio was funny, Stanely was texting idk which girl, he was hiding under the table, Mrs Soong: Stanely what are you doing? Me: Uh, He tie shoelace! Mrs Soong: Oh, tie shoelace. So funny luh. Kay, match later, I'm off. School's done! Off to lunch. We're going science center tmrw, to watch dinos. Funny luh. Sunday, March 23, 2008 @ 6:20 PM
Watched How To Lose A Guy In Ten Days last night, then slept after awhile. I was quoting from the movie luh. Then Bean said, its not Lit lesson. Hahhaa. Best's at my place. Vanessa too. Best came over in the afternoon, then we went to Northpoint. Walked and walked, went to popular, got nothing. Went to Sembawang, the CD shop, to see see, (: Then went to get donuts. Then came home. Mummy was so scary, okay, she tried to be scary. She hide behind the pillar, then instead of "BOO", she "EH" me. I was shocked though. Haha, & did i mention that Mum's know what BFF means! She's one bladdaye hip mother luh. Mandosa., hahaha, :D Step Dad scared best, he suddenly popped out from the window. Oh well, i love Best, many many many. Kay, Cedar tmrw, don't think i'm at the right mental state to play, but wtv luh. All the best to everyone who's playing tmrw, (: I'm going for dinner alr. See ya'll next week, (: (However long the night, the dawn will break.) Saturday, March 22, 2008 @ 9:43 PM
Bean Moh is so mean! She teased me! Haha, Hey you! What buy one get one free! I'll give them to you for free! I know you want em, (: Kay, went to pick Sis up from Amk, she was giving tuition. It was raining so darn heavily, we could barely see anything luh, so mum drove really slow. Picked sis up, then went to J8, went to supermarket, fun fun. I like going to supermarket. Bought tons of tidbits luh. Gna get fatter, :/ Drove to Gardens after that, wanted to go western at RK, but it wasnt ready yet. So we went to chomps, (Sorry uh, ms wang, i went with my mum and sis instead of you. I know you're dying to go there, (: ) Yup, had stingray, blah blah. Damn alot luh. Me: I'm damn full lah. Sis: I wna roll on the floor man. Mum: Wah, can sleep. Mum was damn funny luh. We went to visit mum's friend at work, so funny, she asked my sis is she eats, cause sis is really skinny. Drove to sis's place. Dad was at home! He was cooking. Ha, mum went there to help sis change bedsheet. Sis is sucha pig. Then mum ask sis to help her create an account for the Mahjong game. Mum wanted to use Matilda as username, but it was taken. Then mum said "Use Mandosa lah" So funny luh, wth, Mandosa. Anw, mum's name is Catherine Matilda. Idk where the Mandosa came from. HAHA, hilarious. Yep, went home after that. Drove to Sembawang's Caltax to wash car. So cool luh. The water so powerful, if they spray it at me, i'll just fly luh. Bought my beancurd and soya bean milk, then came home. I'm loading my OneTreeHill season 4 now, can't wait till its done luh. I shall continue on my English hw while waiting, (: Hanging by a moment, @ 11:43 AM
Yesterday, Woke up, ate, computer, napped, computer, english, ate, computer. Yeah, I think the KL person is damn funny luh. Her english is mighty power! Waited till the person who can make CANON to go to bed, then i slept. Woke up at 730 this morning to the vibration of my phone. Hinann texted me, she though trials was today. Funny luh. I got a shock at first though, like, HUH! TODAY? Haha, yeah, told hinann its somewhere in april, then went back to sleep. Woke up agn at 1115, then came online. & i think Best and i are so so so fated. When i went online, CYN! ; lockin' & poppin' says: OMG BEST CYN! ; lockin' & poppin' says: i just wrote in my blog, I HOPE BEST COMES ONLINE NOW CYN! ; lockin' & poppin' says: AND HERE YOU ARE!!! So funny luh. then she started talking to me abt some funny idiot. Going out with family in the afternoon, 3 i guess. Dk where mum wna go first, but we're meeting Sis for dinner, yay, cool stuff! I'm gna continue my hw, soon, (: We ask God to forgive us for our evil thoughts and evil temper, but rarely, if ever ask Him to forgive us for our sadness Friday, March 21, 2008 @ 2:31 PM
I've come to a point, where I really wna give up. But I thank God, for all those whom I can turn to. Was chatting with Mel, ; Hang in there, try. says: Idk lah. I'm not distracted. Idk lah. MEL says: you are MEL says: c'mon i know how it is to feel distracted MEL says: but s'mon MEL says: c'mon* MEL says: there's def a time where performance drops man MEL says: srsly MEL says: i was damn crap last year. MEL says: but its all about the self belief MEL says: and the want, the desire to push on MEL says: fight hard and gain all the respect agn MEL says: i believe in you, MEL says: you just gotta belief in yourself. MEL says: have the faith MEL says: when you dont get to where you wna be MEL says: dont be afraid cos God always has a better plan installed for yall. Thank you my dear roommate, I'll try, I'll try. Best} You're still the best kay, though you didn't know what to say. But i know that you're there, & thats good enough. Xiexieni. Bean} Thanks for always being there. & I meant what I said last night before you went off, the one where you said, WOW. Ha, yeah. Thanks a million, i'll try to love myself. Limin} Thank you too uh, i'll try to be there for your fiesta, (: /you gotta love yourself if you can ever love me. Thursday, March 20, 2008 @ 9:42 PM
This week went fast luh. Can't really rmb everything that happened. But, watch World Trade Center, and it was freaking sad luh. So tragic! History lessons werent too good this week, Mrs James really blasted at the guys. But my test results was, Good (: But i failed chinese, Haha, how best luh. SS test was, okay only. Write & write & write. Ms Shafiah didn't let me write my last sentence, :/ evil. Trgs were, alright? I guess. Coach said my concentration level's going down. Idk luh. I think this weeks trg was quite good? Like, the courtwork luh. It was really, courtwork. Yar lah, courtwork what. Ystd was funny, when the cockroach went up coach's pants. HA! And playing Broken Telephone, Contact and the Ding&Dong game was uber fun luh. :D Match. Overall was good luh. As in, the team. Only played one quarter. Wasn't too good also luh. OL had a match, watched quite abit. Got a hug, (: & Bean laughed at my apple. Ha, but not gna be green apple anymore. I think gna have bananas. I need to learn to do banana splits. HA. Roommate and i were like, passing note to each other during study tme last night, Hell funny luh! She was being lame. I think the things we were talking abt were damn funny. Esp the, how long, thing. HA! Yeah, i think study time at night this week was good luh, i've been drink Soya Bean milk every night. And bhaama and i kept laughing. Both of us gave the same face to each other at the same time when we saw Jingfeng sitting in the middle of nowhere. Yeh, we were both texting, and she just had to sit, right there. Ha, & ystd, the door which everybody usually enter the dining hall from was locked, so they had to use the main door. Bhaama, roommie, Hippo and I just happily watched ppl walking all the way there and watch the try to open the door. Ha! We couldnt stop laughing at how stupid they looked. Yeah, mean, i know :D C div lost today, thanks uh, Cedar. We're gna take you on on Monday, Go Reds! I think i won't play, (: Met Best today, Just ate and left. Mum came to amk and to pick me up. Good friday tmrw, yeh, homework D: K i'm done here. Shooo, i'm off. (: I'll take the tears, Sunday, March 16, 2008 @ 7:46 PM
I'm off to school. Damn, Bye all! @ 5:35 PM
The best remedy for those who are afraid, lonely or unhappy is to go outside, somewhere where they can be quiet, alone with the heavens, nature and God. Because only then does one feel that all is as it should be and that God wishes to see people happy, amidst the simple beauty of nature. I've two more hours left, till I go back to school. I really enjoyed this march hols, maybe except for the times where i felt giddy, when mummy starts nagging, etc. I'll miss Besttttt, pratically spent my whole hols with her, and Vanessa too. I'll miss going to bed only when some people goes to bed. I'll miss sleeping late and waking up early. Aiyerrrr. New term starts, dammmmmit. Next week, trials result and gna find out who's in the team to play for nationals. Don't think i'll make it, but yeah. Who's gna be there to console me? I'll probably be, idk. Tsk, nvm. Happy Birthday in advance to Bean ! Idk how i'm gna pass you your present, but we'll think of a way, (: Alright, i'm off to pack ): Saturday, March 15, 2008 @ 9:49 PM
Trials was tiring, though i only played like, once? Probably due to the fact that I've been giddy the past few days. Took panadol today, and am much much much better. There's gna be another round of trials, cause they only booked the court till 2. So we couldnt continue the trials. So yeah. Went to the prata place after trials, with Best, Cheryl and SiMann. Ate and left. Best and I were sleeping in the bus, we were really super tired. And i think my legs are seriously too long for the seats. Yup. Best came over to my place. She, haha, did something really, funny. (Best, i'm sure you get what i mean, (:, chill uh ) Listened to music, sang, talked, ate. Then mum sent her to the bus stop to take bus. The thought of going back to school tmrw night, kills. I don't want. So shitty. I wna homeschool. :/ Tsssk, i just feel like giving up on everything now. Its like, i've no motivation, i'm tired. I don't wna push anymore, i think its killing me. Arghh, wtv. I suddenly feel like, staying out of hostel. Should I? Damnnnn :/ Its like a blade that cuts right through me, you alright? Friday, March 14, 2008 @ 10:00 PM
Mum drove, had dinner at sun plaza, Cavana. Mum's driving is, idk how to describe, but, funny lah! Best wld know what i mean. Today, i did my work. YAY! And now, I'm folding stars, for a birthday present. (: (: Trials again tmrw. Best is gna come to Yishun first, then we'll bus to ccab, (: My head's spinning, tsssk, dammit. Idk whats wrong luhhh. So scary. Oh wells, anw, CHUALIMIN: Thanks for reading my mind, (: I love you always too! & yknow i'll be there for you whenever you need, <3! /I didn't mean to fall in love w you, @ 12:17 PM
Dear God - Avenged Sevenfold A lonely road, crossed another cold state line Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find While I recall all the words you spoke to me Can't help but wish that I was there Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah Dear God the only thing I ask of you is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away We all need that person who can be true to you But I left her when I found her And now I wish I'd stayed ’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired I'm missing you again oh no Once again There's nothing here for me on this barren road There's no one here while the city sleeps and all the shops are closed Can't help but think of the times I've had with you Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah Dear God the only thing I ask of you is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away We all need that person who can be true to you I left her when I found her And now I wish I'd stayed ’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired I'm missing you again oh no Once again Some search, never finding a way Before long, they waste away I found you, something told me to stay I gave in, to selfish ways And how I miss someone to hold when hope begins to fade... A lonely road, crossed another cold state line Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find Dear God the only thing I ask of you is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away We all need the person who can be true to you I left her when I found her And now I wish I'd stayed ’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired I'm missing you again oh no Once again Alright, off t do my work (: Thursday, March 13, 2008 @ 11:21 PM
I'm worried, very very worried. Like, wth is wrong with you? Idk, if you're crying, idk how you're feeling, idk what you're doing. Idk, if you've read my text. Idk what to do. I can't leave you like that, I seriously can't. At least, reply my text. Talk to me, tell me whats wrong. I'm crying, if you wna know. The thought of why you're behaving this way, is killing me. Don't do this to me please. I wna hear from you. I'm sorry for the times i couldnt be there for you and when i had no idea that you were sad or whatever. (screw sports school fo abducting me luhh) Yknow how much you mean t me, right? ): I'm off to pray. @ 10:40 PM
Idk why, but i'll suddenly feel giddy. Since saturday :/ Rushed to Nash's Birthday with HinAnn. We reached at 730 when the thing starts at 6. Yup, Pizza Hut at Suntec. When we reached, the food werent there yet. Saw Andy, after a long while. He still looks the same. It didn't feel weird talking to him too. Yeah, and after we ate, i felt giddy. And it was a more horrible feeling than the past few days. Walked to Ben & Jerrys after that. & i was still feeling like, crap. I was eating ice cream and lying on the table. Tssssk, had to trouble Ms Lee to come down to send me home. I really feel super duper uber bad. But then agn, i really felt horrible. So weak, and damn afraid that i wld faint on my way home. Didn't daare to call mummy :/ Yeah, ms lee sent me back home. Thanks alot, really really really! Idk how to show you how grateful i am to you. You're just, a great mentor. (: Hinann, Thanks for calling Ms Lee for me. And thanks for letting me lie on you. Thanks for your company, your care and concern. You never fail to be there luh. Loveeeeee! Vas, thank you too for staying with me just now. You played well today! Getting better aye, (: Thanks once again. Love you! Alright, its a Stay-Home-All-Day friday tmrw. No trg, nothing. So i shall really start on my homework and revision. Yeah, Go Gerry, you can do it. Bestie, ): @ 12:26 PM
Its raining, ): Now i don't feel like gg to school for the match alr. I don't wna bring big umbrella out luh. So irritating & i'll probably lose it. Going over to Suntec, for Nash's birthday, at 6. Yeah, so i think i shld go down to school, then leave w hinann. Tssssk, but the rain is, annoying. Rain rain, go away and come back only when i want you to. Results for 19s trial not out yet. Cheat my feelings. What wednesday evening crap. Boo them! I wna emo at esplanade, ((: Wednesday, March 12, 2008 @ 8:15 PM
Today was a rather taxing day for everyone. But, everyone worked well tgt, and we manage to make this a successful event. Awesome job ya'll! :) NS umpires came down. So each of us and one of them per game. It was fun, yet tiring. It was nice working with Denise(i think). Yup, cause we alr knew each other from OTU. And the short hair umpire and i had a good laugh. The game was so messy that we didn't really know what was happening. Then, the umpire who umpire's zonals was damn fun to talk to. Yupyup, not forgetting, the lil kids are darn cute! (: Wasnt feeling too well towards the end, felt like fainting. SiMann covered the last match for me. Thanks yo! (: The photos slideshow part was funny. It was a lil boring cause there was no music. So then i took the mic off mdm lee, and put it against my phone, and blast the song 'HappyEnding'. Funny luh. Coach said that was quick thinking. (: Went on stage to help with prize giving, then everything ended. Shooting after that. So all in all, it was, tiring. Left with Hinann, went Swensons at causeway point for ice cream, then headed home. Mum's evil luhh, she refused to bring umbrella down for me :/ "Run back lah. You like to play in the rain right." Thanks uh, mum. No trg tmrw, going down for the match. I'm glad i'm not playing. Then off to Suntec for Nash's birthday at 6. Then hinann and i plan to go Esplanade. Hohoho, so exciting (: ! Oh well, just had an arguement w some idiot. Spoilt my mood. Idk what to say luhh. Whatever. Picturess.     I love Koh Hin Ann (:  }Best, whats wrong? A strangled smile fell from your face It kills me that I hurt you this way The worst part is that I didn't even know Now there's a million reasons for you to go But if you can find a reason to stay 'll do whatever it takes To turn this around I know what's at stake I know that I've let you down And if you give me a chance Believe that I can change I'll keep us together whatever it takes She said "If we're gonna make this work You gotta let me inside even though it hurts Don't hide the broken parts that I need to see" She said "Like it or not it's the way it's gotta be You gotta love yourself if you can ever love me" Tuesday, March 11, 2008 @ 9:38 PM
Trg was, tiring? I woke up late agn, bladdy hell. Cabbed from home to school. Did 28 laps for warm up, then relays, then went up to the trackmills did intervals, increased the speed up one level every minute till you drop. I almost died luh :/ I felt so, weak. After trg, planned for tmrw, then shower, then left. Bus-ed with Melly, then i took mrt to AMK to meet Best. Met her at Mos, Jas and Eunice was there. Then Best and i went to Pepper Lunch where Ah Zhen and gang were there. After eating, walked ard, went to flower shop, bought durian puff and off to Best's house. Bean couldnt make it. We played Wii. It was fun luhh. And tiring. We played tennis, and felt like pros. Played Bowling and felt so expert, played golf and felt so hopeless. Played baseball, and felt like idiots. Played boxing, and almost died. Vanessa came over at 4. She was DJ Max-ing. Supposed to meet Ms Wang for dinner, but it was raining. So we decided to cook maggie for dinner. Vanessa kept talking while i was cooking, and i kept asking her to shuddup. Haha, but the cooking part was fun luhh. Bay came over at 630 or 645? Forgot, Yup, she came, watch the 7pm show, and she left at 745. So sad luhh, didnt even get a chance to really catch up. Idiot .. ): Tmrw's gna be a long day. Gotta be in school at like, 730. I really need to sleep early tonight. The 'Carnival' will end at 3, Then shooter's trg after that. :/ I think i'm umpiring tmrw? Damn it. Tsssssk. Yup, so tmrw's gna be a busy day. And U19s results will be out in the evening, darn .. I've been emo-ing, not so major, i guess. Yeah, every night when i listen to songs. Aiyuhh, so loser la. Dang it. I'd do whatever it takes, Monday, March 10, 2008 @ 8:02 PM
I sort of overslept, okay la, i did :/ Woke up at 730 when i'm suppose t be at AMK to meet coach at 750. Woke up to coach's sms, then chiong-ed. Mrt-ed to AMK then cabbed down to OLGC. I was still early okay. OLN came at, 9? Yeap. Sam, KC, Joanne, Jodean and Sheryl Chua came down too. Fun people luh. KC still call's me Tay Chew Fern luhh. But its damn funny when she starts talking abt TCF. Coaching was alright, just that some typical primary school kids stuffs happened. "They blame me cause i never jump. Then they never talk to me. They not going to be my friends anymore." Omg, so cute luhh. I can't believe I used to be like them luhh. After the match, left for coach's place with Sam. Bought food up to her place to eat. Her dog is, scary. Sam and I were, not scared luh. Just, scared. K nvm. Coach's baby is uber cute, cant stand it luh. Left her place at 130 or so, back to OLGC for P3's trg. Those kids are funny luhh. So cute. Lil kids, made me happy (: Sam and I sat down at one corner, caught up a lil, talked abt some stuffs. Yeap. Trg ended at 5. Went to the porch, sat down, then had a chat w coach. Saw Ms Ho, then she started talking abt my batch. Darn. Made me miss them so much luh. We were like, The Super Batch. Yeah, missed those days luh. Waited for coach's husband to come, then sent Sam home and sent me to meet Daddy. Had dinner w him and he drove me home. Yup, so here i am, back home. I'm really damn tired. Thank God, theres no ISSAC finals tmrw. Tmrw, Gym : 9-10 Court work : 10-11 Meeting : 11-1130 Then after everything, off to bestie's place. Then dinner with Ms Wang. Exciting exciting (: Can you see The .. you used to be The one I lost when I let go of you Sunday, March 9, 2008 @ 10:25 PM
Mum lost her way while driving me to Marina Sq. So she dropped me off at Funan. Walked arnd, then met HinAnn and Ms Lee at Marina Sq, Sakae Sushi. Ms Lee kept ordering, wna make us fat only. Hahaa, but, thank you Ms Lee, for the lunch (: So after eating, we went to Raffles City, Prints, to get stuffs for birthday present. Then i bought my fried mars bars and then went to Funan cause hinann wna get camara. We went to many shops, and the price gets lower and lower. So fun luh. John was closed, then we went to Challenger, then went to some other shop, then went to Alan's then went Pixel's (if im not wrong), then lastly, at Bally's. Those are the name of the shops luh. Hahaha, funny funny. Yup, then Ms Lee drove us to Tiong mrt when we bumped into uncle John. He went to play tennis, so cute luhh. Yup, then train-ed home. I've to be at OL at 8 tmrw. Rocks uhh. Sam will be there too, how exciting! Haha, yes sam, i'll give you a big hug, like asif we were seperated for a HUNDRED years :D K, (: I'll make every second count, @ 12:01 PM
I'm going out soon. But i suddenly feel giddy, :/ Aiyuh, whatever luh. Mummy driving me to Marina Sq to meet Ms Lee & HinAnn. But i've to follow her to Funan first. I'm gna get birthday presents for some march babies later. & i loook emo, cause i'm in red top and black skinnis. Haha, but i've got a jacket on. Alright, i'll blog later, probably. (: I'm going Sakae (: ! Saturday, March 8, 2008 @ 6:15 PM
Trials was pushed forward, to 12. So we had to be at CCAB by 1130. Luckily i woke up at like, 7plus? Cause Jaime called at 730, then i couldnt go back to sleep. Coach text at 9, i got a shock luhh, then had to rushhh. Trials itself was, :/ I felt damn sick after the first game, as GS. Then for my second game, Ms Audrey said, "Goal Keeper, S30" Then i went, "Huh, omg, you're kidding me" Yeah, and the GS just had to be Jaime luh. But we had a nice chat on court, funny luh. And for the third and last match, i was GK, again. But i played better luh. But i'm so worried, like, why play GK twice? GS is my main. I not good enough as GS or what. Sad luhh. So, yeap, results will me out on wednesday by evening time on Netball Singapore website. Headed to town with Cheryl Ann. We had a nice chat in the bus with the two Anderson ppl abt our heights. Cool cool, interesting. Err, ate at Lido, Cheryl and I talked quite alot abt Netball stuff and how our lives had been. There were many ppl having flaggy day, i donated! :D Different schools for one association. Bean was doing flaggy day too. Cheryl and I walked around, then bought somebody's present then went home. I reached home at abt fiveeee plus plus. Gna meet V and Best for dinner, here at Yishun. Going out w HinAnn and Ms Lee tmrw. I'm very tired now, :/ Oh, today is like, some international women's day, then there was this thing outside Wisma, Yup, thats their last dance. It was cute luhhh, very cute. Suppose that I was wrong -Suppose by Secondhand Serenade Friday, March 7, 2008 @ 11:35 PM
Went to bishan to meet Best. Bought my slippers, haha, cause my havannas broke luh ): Loserrrrr. Walked around, blah blah. Then started seeing some sjc ppl, then after awhile saw even more sjc ppl. They had sports day at Bishan stadium. Yup, saw many familiar faces, Primary school friends, Netballers. Deannah, YiLin, Cara, etc. Saw Choc, TingYen, Cheryl, etc too. Stupid lijie, went back to school. Her house won luhh. Haha. Waited for Vanessa for damn long, then she came. Best and i were at playground for awhile, then talked abt things that happened in school. Went to S11 to eat, funnnnny luhh. Accompanied Best home, then bus-ed home w Vanessa. & she walked me home :D Trials tmrw, meeting Best after. I pray to God, that i won't screw up trials tmrw. Gdnight world. Thanks Bean, for your morale support, (: Thanks Bests, for today (: Thanks V, for walking me home (: All the best to all, for u19s trials. You are an angel Making all my dreams come true tonight @ 1:51 PM
It was a tiring week, seriously. Test after test after test, but i'm glad i got my A1 & A2 for chem and bio. Going to SDC after night study at 9ish is cool. So relaxing, (: Played our semis against SJC on monday. Its was drizzling luh. I went on court feeling super tensed. And i told coach why, after the match. And got nagged at. Haiyoo. We didn't play well. But SJC did. They wanted the match more than we do. They were more determine. Good on them (: Finals ystd, won. But .. I'm sorry team, i was total crap. And i did gave up halfway. I wasnt feeling well, but that can't be an excuse to cover up for my poor play. I really played like crap, sorry Sonia, rotation was crap. Sorry Ira, my passes back to you was shit. Sorry team, shooting went everywhere. Thank you LiMin for the many many hugs (: Thank you, Ms Lee, Ms Kelly, Mrs James & Ms Ong for your support. Thank you Ms Tng, for consoling me after the 2nd half. Thanks for the texts and calls. Thanks for the smiles and, stares. Thanks for everything luh. I feel sick, i was feeling faint on my way back luh. My ear keeps getting stuck. Damn, whats wrong! Under 19s trials tmrw, dang it. & bestie, why didnt you call me or text me? I didnt know that you weren't feeling good luhh. K, im gna nap. If i can. I need to be stronger, mentally. ): Sunday, March 2, 2008 @ 6:12 PM
I spent my day rotting at home. Studied math, and now, history. Going back to school to study more history w HinAnn. I think i've been sleeping too late nowadays, esp weekends. I'm like, so sleepy now luh! I actually slept on the floor till 5am? Yes, i fell asleep while chatting on msn. Best uhh. Semis tmrw, agst SJC. NV playing st nics, All the best to everyone :D I'm waiting for my dinner, Im starvinggg. Saturday, March 1, 2008 @ 11:38 PM
Match was, okay. We were losing at one stage, but caught up. I had ran so much in a match, this year. Didn't play too well luhh. Lunch-ed at Mr Prata. Bestie came over at 4. Ate donuts. Steamboat for dinner. We didnt study must though the intention was to study. Called Alycia, damn funny. Haha. Made new friend. Then called Joycelyn, even funnier! :D Now im so tired from laughing. Convo w joycelyn was fun luhhhh, but match agst her on Monday, hmmmm. Go Bean, You can do it, You can you can! :D Tonight was good, thank you Best! Ily (: If you fall, stumble down, i'll pick you up off the ground. |