GERALDINE


Just another line/


You say you gotta go and find yourself
You say that you're becoming someone else
Don't recognize the face in the mirror looking back at you
You say you're leaving as you look away
I know there's really nothing left to say
Just know I'm here whenever you need me, I will wait for you

So I'll let you go, I'll set you free
And when you've seen what you need to see
When you find you, come back to me


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Monday, June 30, 2008 @ 10:52 AM

I hope its not happening, again.

Hi all.
Just a little bit bout last night.
Took a bus down to Compass to meet my dearest darling favourite Sam.
Went to Cup Walker to get bubble tea then walked to playground.
Called Choc down. & we woke her up from her evening nap.
I felt so dumb kay. I saw Sam's chinese homework & its Sec2 Higher Chinese. Then i asked her a dumb stupid question.
"Eh, then why you never take Chinese O level this year?"
Wth, she's only sec2. Idk wth i was thinking luh. Oh, & i wanted to show Choc my white pen but i took out some other coloured pen instead. My gosh. & i was drawing on Sam's book. Sam was siding Choc the whole while. They said i'm not cool, & not dark! Tsk. Choc's so dark luh. I don't care, Sam: IM DARKER THAN YOU! Haha. Few little kids were playing at the playground & i couldn't stop laughing at them. The 3 of them were damn cute kay. They didn't wna go off with their mum cos they wanted to watch me laugh -.- Cute luh. Kay, we laughed, played tic-tac-toe & hangman(& i wonder what Sam's word was.), took photos. The photos looked, not very nice but not very not nice also luh. Not bad lah, but can be nicer :D I'll upload it when i get home.
Oh well, thanks for last night you pigs :D

Bio lesson just now was fun. I was damn niosy. Hyper luh. We were cutting flowers.
Mrs Soong: Okay, i'm going to cut out the ovary.
Piriyah & I: OH MY GOSH (at the exact same time)

I'm having History now. Suppose to be doing project but uh, i'm being a naughty girl here :D
Investiture rehersal later, then match at night. Cool.
Kay, i shall be a good girl & get back to my research on the very very cruel Pol Pot.
Byee :D

OH!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, ZHENZHEN! :D



Sunday, June 29, 2008 @ 1:20 PM

A better place.

I'm a happy kid today! Cos i'm gna meet Sammy at our current favourite hang out place before i go back to school. Hee. I can't wait luh.
The weather is really damn hot i swear. I could feel it even though i'm indoor. Now i get what QLin meant ystd. Tsk. So horrible. I think the plants are gna be burnt. Poor thing.
Back to school tonight, but i think next week would be better than this week. Idk why luh. But i just have this feeling that it will be better. Maybe cos i'm meeting Sam later.
Sleep in tmrw. Lets see, thats the 5th sleep in in a row. How awesome luh. Cos coach said she doesn't want us to complain that we're sore after gym. Plus, Sofyan won't be around tmrw. & theres match tmrw night. Yayyy!
This is funny: I was looking through my mum's phone & i found Linkin Park's songs. So hilarious. My mum's so hip luh. But actually, it was in her phone eversince she got it.
I'm addicted to chinese songs now. All thanks to Si Mann luh. Send me all the songs so nice for what. I'm addicted to We The Kings' songs too. So niceeee.
Okay, i gotta get back to doing my powerpoint. Break time's over.
Bye all :D



Saturday, June 28, 2008 @ 9:28 PM

Caught in the middle;

I'm super tired.
Anyway, cabbed to school today cos i was too lazy to take public transport.
The P6 developement thing was quite fun luh. Though i was the only senior there, but i had fun with the juniors. & i owe Jenelle bubble tea.
Cabbed (again) down to Kallang with Coach after that. Stupid Taxi Driver's driving was terrible luh. Gave me a damn bad headache :/ We went to Leisure Park for lunch, PastaMania & omg, the Unagi thing was damn damn good luh. Walked to KNC after eating.
Helped HongTing to tape her ankle & she kept laughing & her foot makes me laugh. Idk why luh. & oh! Saw Des, Daffy & Dulcena (: The weather today was horrible i swear. Our warm up was damn short & we didn't really do much but we were perspiring like mad. The sun showed no mercy. Tsktsk. Kay, match was okay luh. The weather was seriously killing me. Could've died of heatstroke. (Ira, HinAnn: Still remember my heatstroke thingy not?) Hee. I was damn shacked after the match luh.
Waited for some QLin's reply for damn long luh. Wanted to go for dinner at Sengkang but it was so damn far & I didn't wna go back home so late so we agreed on Bishan. Coach & I waited damn long for the bus 16 then she decided to cab. She dropped me off at Bishan & she went to Sengkang. Haa.
Dinner with QLin was fun. He's got a horrible sister luh. Pity him. & the woman sitting in front of us was crying cos the Laksa was too spicy for her. It was so funny. Ate, talked talked talked then home-d.
I've to stay home tmrw cos i've tonnes of work to do. & i don't think i'll be able to complete all of them. Sigh.
I read Shandy's blog & i couldn't stop smiling to the computer.

Tan Si Tong! I can't wait to see you again! We'll go playground & talk again kay. & i'll be nice & let you tell that pig the we're at her house playground or we can drop her another letter at her door. Nah, we shall drop a bomb this time. Haha. Oh, & we'll buy milk tea again then you can watch my stomach explode (: I can't meet you next Friday cos theres PTM. We'll meet up again soon kay? (: &&, come back to SS lah! For me, hee (: But you're so evil. You didn't even tell me that you were leaving, ass. Heeeheee, yes luh. I love you more luh, Darling! Hee. Take care uh! <3

& Choc! Were you suprised when you saw the letter at your door? Haha, & I laughed out loud at your text too, backside! (:

Lastly,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANGELENE! YOU'RE FINALLY 15! :D




Friday, June 27, 2008 @ 10:06 PM

Confessions.

Today was not bad, kay good.
Sleep in this morning. & its like the 4th sleep in this week. & i havnt trained for 2days! I wonder whats wrong with coach luh.
Did flag, & was quite late for Math, horrible. I was damn lost in class. Didn't have to go for chinese class cos i'm done with Oral :D So i went to help mr mak with the council jerseys. Then off for Chem. Chem was funny. Cos mrs quah was using the recording thingy & i was damn noisy.
Gave out the Council jerseys during lunch. Annoying. All cos of the colour :/ tsk. Its too late to change luh. & everyone wants different colours. Even if we discussed on the colour, it'll take ages luh. Plus, we were tight on time. Sorry luh peeeeeps. Had a quick lunch, then went for meeting.
Followed Noraida's car to Kallang to watch Nationals for primary schools. & Omg, I'm uber uber uber proud of OLGC. They played an awesome match. Though they lost, but they really fought till the end & made the last match their best one. Awesome! :D OLN did well too! They won by 40plus & topped the group, TKPS was second. & Ainsley's math fail luh. She made me nervous for nothing.
Kay, went off with OLN's bus with Sam! :D Talked alot in the bus. Reached OLN then took a bus to SJC cos Sam needed to pass KC something. Talked to Eng for awhile then Sam & I headed off to Compass for dinner. After dinner, went to CupWalker to get bubble tea then off to playground. Had fun there luh. We didn't what to do, so Sam suggested that we ask each other questions.
She said "Kay, i ask you 5 questions. After i ask 5, then you ask 1."
Like wth! So evil luh. Kay, anyway, it was like confessions luh. But i had fun laughing at silly stuff with her. & i realized how much i missed talking to her luh. Stupid girl, leave sports school for what. Oh, then we decided to write a note/letter to some pig. & we had a damn long laugh at the Shandy part. & idk why she was lughing like theres no tomorrow while we were in the lift luh.
Haha, & i wonder if that pig saw the note/letter we left at her door. I hope it didn't fly away.
Oh well, then Sam was being mean. She didn't wna let me walk to the bus stop. She wanted me to walk to SJC with her. Stupid girl. But i managed to convinced her in the end. & i ran for the damn bus luh :/
I texted damn alot today & i'm still texting now. LD is nice to talk to. Idk why we're texting, so random, oh wells.
Buddy's gna leave for army trg for 3months ): But aiya, he'll survive luh. Hee.
Gna go to school tmrw morning to help with the P6 thingy, then match in the evening. Team, meet at 545 kay, i think. Same attire (:

Bestie! Sorry for ditching you today kay. Havn't seen you for quite awhile. Hope to see you soon, Love (:
& Sammmmm! Thanks for today. I had fun. Bet you had fun too luh. Haha. We can meet next Friday then go playground again. We'll see kay (: Love you like theres no tmrw luh, Darling! (:



Thursday, June 26, 2008 @ 8:41 PM

All again for you;

Hi.
First few days of school wasnt too good. Really really tiring.
My class has only 11 people now. But i quite like it. Less noise, less distraction, easier to concentrate.
Tuesday night, had council meeting. Voted for Exco members. The list is out but i'm not gna say who's in. Hee. On that same night, Nash came ouver to our room, #07-42 (: She told us something very interesting:
Whenever someone is sad, they just need a touch to be happy.
Then Ira & I got oh-so hyper after that & we started touching each other & all. Damn hilarious. Then we said, whenever we see those emo emo people wearing thick thick eyeliner, etc, we must touch them all over. Hoho, funny. Up till now, Ira & I are still not over it.
Last night, we drew the match against Clique. Its was a good match though. We were damn high during the bus ride to Kallang. Si Mann & I had a concert. Hilarious. & I think making fun of Hong Ting with those Praise the Lord thingy is damn funny. & Oh! During dinner ystd, Yuan Ling ate darn alot of fish head.
Had Chinese O Level Oral. I was damn nervous in chinese class. & even more nervous in the waiting room. But in the end, it wasnt too bad, Conversation was fun. The person laughed at me.
I must really thank me very very nice chinese class classmates. Thank you guys for the endless encouragement. Very much appreciated! Thanks for all the handshakes & stuff.
Thanks Shaun for the Mentos!
& kok hong for conversing with me!
Wei Ming & Amanda for making me less nervous!
& the rest of the class, for telling me that its gna be fine!
& not forgetting, Tok Tok laoshi for helping all of us, preparing us for this!
Love lah (:

School's computer is so screwed up. I can't save my work on my thumbdrive. So i've to go home to re-do every ppt. So sad ):

&, Zhenzhen was evil today. She gang-ed up with Mel to bully me!

Kay, i'm going off. Buddy got me bubble tea, yay! :D
Take care, all!



Sunday, June 22, 2008 @ 8:34 PM

Kay, im going back to school alrdy.
Bye, y'all. Take care.



@ 2:19 PM

Dreads.

Had a very late dinner last night. At bout 10? Yeah. I guess mum & i ate too much in the afternoon. & mama said i can be the mascot for Jumbo seafood restaurant cos i'm damn red like a lobster now. Thanks uh.
I finally got a thumbdrive. Mum drove me to Northpoint to buy it.
Saw Vanessa there. Didn't really talk to her though. But she asked if my mum was shocked that she said Hi. I think she's scared of my mummy.
Last day of hols. Awesome. Back to hostel tonight, school starts tmrw. How bout that man. Crap.
I've still got work not done. & i'm still not done with the script. Idk what to write. I need inspiration uh.
Kay, back to work.
(:



Saturday, June 21, 2008 @ 10:58 PM

kId says:
u wan stop the clock ar?
[G Ng] We'll stop the clock together; says:
Hahaha yessssssss!
kId says:
can joIn?
kId says:
haha
[G Ng] We'll stop the clock together; says:
hahah sure!
kId says:
wats the plan?
kId says:
haha
[G Ng] We'll stop the clock together; says:
hahah i dont know.
[G Ng] We'll stop the clock together; says:
smash all the clocks in the world
kId says:
huh?
kId says:
2 ppl only ar?
[G Ng] We'll stop the clock together; says:
haha unless you can find more people luh.
kId says:
aiyo..
kId says:
y i find?
kId says:
it should b u la
[G Ng] We'll stop the clock together; says:
haha i lazy uh
kId says:
aiyo..
kId says:
if only can stop the clock
kId says:
i happy sia
[G Ng] We'll stop the clock together; says:
haha yar!
[G Ng] We'll stop the clock together; says:
i happy too!
[G Ng] We'll stop the clock together; says:
i dont wna go back to school!
kId says:
same reason sia
kId says:
haha
[G Ng] We'll stop the clock together; says:
haha yeah
[G Ng] We'll stop the clock together; says:
so annoiyng
[G Ng] We'll stop the clock together; says:
*annoying
[ kId ] We'll stop the clock together says:
read
[ kId ] We'll stop the clock together says:
my name
[ kId ] We'll stop the clock together says:
haha
[G Ng] We'll stop the clock together; says:
EH WTH!!!
HAHAHHAHAHAA
[ kId ] We'll stop the clock together says:
0k wat
[ kId ] We'll stop the clock together says:
=)
[G Ng] We'll stop the clock together; says:
copy me!
[G Ng] We'll stop the clock together; says:
wth! i cant stop laughing!
[ kId ] We'll stop the clock together says:
den dont stop
[ kId ] We'll stop the clock together says:
laugh until u die
[ kId ] We'll stop the clock together says:
haha

So lame luh.
Heh. Kay, thats just for entertainment.
Im off (:



@ 2:35 PM

Halcyon?

I just did something horrible. But oh well.
I think my sister's driving is quite steady luh. Her steering is good. I like. I can't wait to drive! Just a few more years, a few only.
Outing today was cancelled. Most of them couldnt go out. So i'm staying at home today.
& i can't believe this. Its the last weekend of hols. Back to hostel tmrw night. Kill me please. I hope there'll be a change of timetable. Something different, more exciting. Though idk what can be exciting in a school timetable. But i'm getting bored of the current oneluh.
Next week's gna be cool, i guess. Match at night on Monday & Wednesday. I think its gna be a killer though, cos we've got exactly seven. Awesome.
Mum's starting to help me pack me stuff to bring back to hostel. I can cry watching her pack luh. I so don't wna go back. I'll probably explode :/
Anyway, i wna watch Gossip Girl season2 & One Tree Hill season2. Faster come out pleaseee.

& I wonder hows baybay. Baybay, if you're reading this, text or give me a call kay. Hope you're better (:
& I wonder if J Moh's computer is still dead. Poor girl luh she. Aye, i can fix computers! Hahaha! I'm a doctor eh. Kay luh, hope your computer will get well soon. &&, wink wink wink! Hee (:
& you, imy. & i wna talk to you. & idk whats going on. Am i suppose to find out? Talk to me luh, please.

Kay, i've to write script. Kampong kampong ..
Bye world.

Run baby run;



Friday, June 20, 2008 @ 8:25 PM

I've only got forever & forever is fine;

Sentosa was okay. Okay only. Played frisbeeee & i'm not bad kay. Then played volleyball, & i sucked at it. So painful. They were throwing each other into the sea & some ended up throwing themselves in. So loser. The passing the parcel game was funny. The forfeits were so funny. Tasneem's the bomb. Drama luh. Yadah yadah.. Then went to shower & all. The left with YunZhen, Shafinas, Si Mann, Angie, Ling & Ting. Went to coffeebean then bought drinks & talked. Took the bus tgt to Habourfront. Hug hug hug, then left.
Met sis at City Hall then went Raffles City to buy donuts. Then took the train back home.
Gave Friz's bbq a miss. Partly cos i'm darn tired & for some other reasons luh.
Sis got a new Samsung phone. Got wifi. So cool & pro. I want luh.
Going out tmrw with the people who were at coffeebean just now. Gna go to Chamber i guess.
Kay, im really tired.

peeeeks.






Thursday, June 19, 2008 @ 11:04 PM


During council trg. & i looked quite tan eh. hee (:

kay, goodnight!



@ 8:48 PM

Didn't want this to happen.
Idk how it did.
So we're done?

Today was a tiring day.
Trg was crap. Cldn't concentrate at all. My shooting was going north, south, east, west uh. & coach made us all shoot from the edge of the circle. If no one puts the shot in, we'll extend trg by fifteen minutes. Extended twice till si mann made the shot. She got strategy one. Heh.
Quickly went to shower, then council meeting. We were just doing some trg for morning assemblies. I could actually do command. I mean, i could be heard from quite far back luh. Not bad not bad. I think pledge is the most difficult one actually. Cos if someone makes you laugh, thats it man. I think Lin Dang's command got style & LiangQi is damn small & cute. Andrew was being retarded with the "repeat after me" thing during pledge. Raising flag was fun except for the fact that the sun was a total killer. Practiced practiced, then done. It took quite long actually. Longer than i've expected.
Off to causeway to eat after, with HinAnn, Daniella, Habibah, Li Jia & LiangQi. Went to have ice cream with Dan & Li Jia after that cos the rest left. Dan & I were telling Li Jia bout hostel life back then when we were sec1. Running up & down to each other's room all. Missed those times luh.
Reached home at 4, then went to sleep. Then mum just had to call home at 530 & i cldnt go back to sleep anymore. Then sis came over with her bf for awhile.
Sentosa tmrw. Idk if i shld be excited or not. So tired to go. But i'm glad theres a bus to take us there, at 930. Not gna take the bus back to school cos it only leave sentosa at 4 i think. Gna leave much earlier than that luh. Then BBQ at friz's house in the evening. Interesting day tmrw.
& oh, no match on saturday uh. I got the dates wrong. Hur.
Kay, on a very sad sad note, school's gna reopen soon. Back to hostel on Sunday night. Awesomee :/
& Baybay! Get well soon kayy. & i'm fine. Will catch up with you when you recover kay. Miss you, love!
Alright, im off (:



Wednesday, June 18, 2008 @ 1:57 PM

Your words felt like a knife;

Good afternoon;
Saw Melissa from evgps this morning when i got onto the bus. I think its her luh. I was shocked & i think she was shocked to see me too.
Gym was not too bad. Played the escaping game & Bhaama & i were having fun spinning around. Then we had suicides. Sofyan split each third into half so we had to do more & instead of running back to start, we had to back paddle. I think we did about six times. & we cld feel the bloody lactic acids :/ Went back up to the gym to do the idk what swings & rotator cuff. There wasn't courtwork after but we had to do shooting.
Had lunch with Nash & HinAnn & we talked about hot ice kachang, honeydew sago w/o sago, chocolate red tea & all sort of funny stuff lah. Hilarious.
Anyway, I'm done watching Gossip Girl (:
& oh! Some litle kid actually really woke up thirty minutes before the time she's suppose to wake up just to text me. Sweet lah sweet... not. Hee (:
Trg tmrw, again. & i dont feel like going. Council meeting(or council 'training') after that, then i'm gna help coach to get the stuff we need for sentosa on Friday which i dont feel like going either. Tsk, i dont wna go for trg. Plus, there's only gna be so few people. & I wna sleep in a little longer uh.
Its amazing how time flies. Sometimes when you want time pass quickly, it goes so slowly but when you want time to pass slowly, it goes so darn quickly. Holidays are gna end in just another few days then back back back, back to school. Great :/ I still have work not done. Tsk.
Kay, i'm done. EMath, here i come.

More peeeks, from hinann (:





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idkwthidty. f.




Tuesday, June 17, 2008 @ 6:03 PM

I'm strong on the surface, not all the way through;

Hi.
Met Si Mann for breakfast then headed for school.
Helped Mdm Lee & coaches out with a teachers' workshop. Had to demo some shooting & do some drills. After demo-ing, went to do 100shots then off to shower. Left for Causeway after that. That girl was being random & suggested to go Mustafa, however you'd spell it lah.
Went to walked in the pasar malam & we were perspiring like mad. Then had lunch at Yoshi, talked & laughed like nobody's business lah.
Tried looking for a space in the library but there were none so we went to Macs at civic center. Si Mann managed to get the bigger table & the way she did it was damn funny but we sort of changed fengshui after awhile. Then there was this group of sec1 kids which totally annoyed us. Losers lah.
Kay, we did the gift. But spent a super long time thinking of how to do it. The linguini plan fail :/ We were looking for coloured sand & that retarded girl kept going on & on bout the "Hi, excuse me, hi". "Excuse me, hi". Bought the glitter stuff from popular then went to Macs to pour them into the bottle. & omg, didnt turn out that nice afterall. & the bottle just had to crack. Great. & then, we sort of gave up & went home.
Just got home an hour ago. & theres trg tmrw. Gym then courtwork :/ Lunch with coach after trg.
Alright, off to do work & script.



Monday, June 16, 2008 @ 5:24 PM

/edit 1217am.
you're trying too hard to be like __
its __ that you care about, not us.

Hi all. I'm exploding. So many things going through my mind.
I'm sorry to those whose text i didnt reply, & to those whom i've not been texting. Just dont feel like it.
Thanks to those who's been making my laugh&smile. Love.
):
i can't seem to go on;
--
Don't sell your heart, don't say we're not meant to be;

I slept at 3am. Awesome lah.
Trg was cool. It was uh, quite slack. We were having tonnes of fun. I was singing the songs that were playing on the radio & Nash kept shutting me up, so evil lah. Suicide runs was funny. Ira & I kept laughing every single time we did it. Then we started taking photos (: fun lah fun.
Changed & off to causeway with HinAnn, Ira, Bhaama & Nash. Bought bubble tea then Bhaama left & the rest of us went for lunch, Ira left after awhile. Went to walk a little after, then home-d.
Received Mrs Lu's email bout my proposal. Not bad lah, her comments. She gave some feedback & added in suggestions. We've only two months & its not a long time uh. Idk how i'm gna get things done. Tsktsk, staff day.. Btw, staff day is teachers' day. Heh.
Phone-d with Si Mann. Discussed bout staff day & we came up with funny funny ideas again. & that girl kept talking to herself & the computer :/
Trg tmrw. Not really trg actually. Idk what we're gna do. Yeah, gna do some stuff after that with Si Mann most probably.
Oh! I think i have horrible finger spasm kay. Last night, i typed song as Dong. Wth man. Then i cldnt stop laughing at myself.
Kaykay, i need to get back to the staff day thingy. Tsk, i feel like sleeping.

:D peeeeks from weights today!












Sunday, June 15, 2008 @ 10:11 PM

& i surrender, to your love.

Gossip Girl's getting exciting. Omg.
My day was alright. Did Fathers' Day card for Dad & stepdad. & the cards looks cool. Mum said i'm creative, yay lah!
Mum drove me over to Dad's place. Waited for awhile, then walked to meet Dad with Sis. We had crab & some other stuff. & omg, the crab was goooood. Sis & I cldnt get enough of it. Went to get bubble tea after, then sis told me bout her work life. She kept scolding her boss. But her boss does indeed sound like a bitch. Went back, then continued talking to Sis. She's retarded lah, like really. She's enjoying her nice & comfy big bed! Haha, i've one too. So i'm not jealous (: My sister is a retarded pig! Work hard lah & study hard too! hee (:
Kay, mum came to pick me up, & home we went.
Trg tmrw, cool huh. Gym :/ I hope there wont be any circuit or i'll just die on the spot!
& oh! Some idiot said she missed me when i was out! i wonder if she really meant it. & incredible tales is like scaring her.
Alright, im gna go now :D
& J Moh! Enjoy Math class tmrw :D

not bad lah. my legs are quite dark (:

& hi, this is my sis & i (:
G Ngs

Happy fathers' day to all Dads in the world!



Saturday, June 14, 2008 @ 10:32 PM

Kidnap my heart, make my dreams come true.

Just came home from outing with Mummy. It was a good one (:
Anyway, watched Gossip Girl for most part of today. So addictive luh. Oh! & i heard this line from the show which made me laugh "sometimes, your BFF can make you go WTF." Hor Best? :D
Mum fixed dinner then we left for Causeway after eating cos we were too lazy to go anywhere further. & i bought my bag, finally. But its not really for school, more for going out kind. Mum was damn retarded, "So you want to buy the cock cock bag? The chicken one." She meant, Le Coq. & i dont think its chicken. Its a rooster, right? k, idk. So yeap, got that bag & its red. Not the damn bright one luh. But its nice, to me.
Me: Mother, quite ex eh. Buy for me not heart pain ah?
Mum: Aiya, just buy lah. Wait you scold me cos my bags always so expensive.
& its true kay. Most of her bags are 4 digits or 3 digits but only one of her bag is 3 digit, i think. Thats what she told me. Walked walked walked, bought junkies & home-d. Mummy's driving is getting pro-er.
Fathers' Day tmrw. & we're gna go dinner with Dad cos we cant think of any other special ways to celebrate it.
Kay, im gna go back to my Gossip Girl :D

Dan from Gossip Girl. He's cute! & he looks nicer in the show.
Nate from Gossip Girl. He's darn hot, omg! His real name it Chace, even hotter (:
& this little boy is James Lucas Scott from one tree hill. Friggin' cute!
& this is us: An awesome team of EIGHT :D & that was probably the most successful year of Netball for me. But once it hit December, everything became horrible, for me. But, i love that team :D



Friday, June 13, 2008 @ 8:46 PM

Touching my soul, from the moment we met;

Slept at 3plus in the morning. Thanks to my Bestfriend cos she made me high.
Woke up fifteen minutes later than usual, then got ready & left for trg. So, trg was fine. Just an hour & fifteen minutes. But it was tiring. My passes and stuff were like shit. Warm down was quite funny. We were all talking & talking while stretching then i suddenly came up with the Causeway & Subway logic which quite made sense. I was suprised. Hee (: Showered & left with HongTing & Ling. It was only the three of us for lunch. There rest of the gang didnt go for trg. Enjoy life uh y'all (:
At the Mrt station, i saw Alycia. I think my eyesight's damn good while hers is horrendous. She didnt know that we were in the same train till i just told her. She's so blur & she knows it (: Alright, took the train down to Bishan & had Subway. We had difficulty eat cos it was so big. Eat till wna die :/ Ling was retarded. Her stupid bittergourd crap. & HongTing was damn mean, laughing at other people all! Went to look for my bag after. Yet another failed attempt :/ tsk, so annoying. Oh, & Ling got herself an Adidas bottle. She bribed her Dad! Then, met Best. Walked a little then went to the library. Took ages to looks for books but cldnt borrow them in the end. Just how annyoing can things get luh. Went straight home after that. Sorry uh best, wasted your time.
Spent my time at home watching Gossip Girl. The show's addictive. Nate is hott :D
Weekend's coming. Which means, one more week of hols left. Awesome. That some old routine's coming back again. Tsk, sucks.
Alright, it friday the 13th btw (:


hey y'all, the 7 of you. Idk why, but i kinda miss all these little gatherings we used to have. We seemed to be so busy with our own stuff. Even when we're all tgt, seems like theres nothing to talk about. I hope, we'll have more gatherings. Just the 8 of us, only us & maybe with our parents. I'm sure they missed each other too. Do y'all miss it too?
Kay, take care y'all. Study hard! Love very much (:




Thursday, June 12, 2008 @ 2:10 PM

The whispers turn to shouting
The shouting turns to tears
Your tears turn into laughter
And it takes away our fears

Phone-d with BB last night before going to bed. Talked for about an hour then she went to bed. We were talking bout primary school days & how we actually got to know each other, how we actually became this close. Quite amuzing (:
Hey BB, that Michael CoUpon guys is not hot lah! I hotter (: Hee. But tie tou rocks big time luh, Yuan Dian Yuan Dian :D I'll go download all his songs then send to you kay. & thank you for never failing to be there, love!
Yup, so we hung up at bout 1plus. & the awesome thing was, i slept better than the past few nights. Took quite awhile still though.
No trg today! Hoho :D I woke up at 1 plus. I feel sick, somehow :/
Mum's out, & thats leaves me home alone. I quite like it though but i quite miss living tgt with my dearest sister. Oh well. Anyway, i'm gna go download songs then start on EMath. Yess, finally (:
I'll blog again tonight. See how lah (:

So you see, this world doesn't matter to me
I'll give up all I had just to breathe
The same air as you till the day that I die
I can't take my eyes off of you



Wednesday, June 11, 2008 @ 10:07 PM

Wake up. You cant keep running away from problems.

Hi all.
Last night's sleep was bad, again. Tssk. Anw, thank you Buddy for entertaining me (: & dont be depressed lah kay.
Today,
spent the afternoon watching One Tree Hill. Its getting more & more exciting. Watch until can cry.
Didnt meet Si Mann & Nat cos that girl was tired & is deprived of sleep :/
In the mrt, a pair of lesbo was sitting beside me. & they were being super intimate kay. Not to me lah, but to each other. Everyone in the train were just staring at them.
Match was alright. It was quite fun luh. But, my shooting was horrendous. It was flying all over. & i really really suck at defence :/
Si Mann, excellent shooting (: Mdm Lee too & Friz!
Nat, please take care of your ankle kay. Keep icing! & rest well (:

No trg tmrw, awesome! Idk what im gna do at home but at least i get to rest (:

Alright, thats about it.
Take care all :D


Hide, to get everyone's attention?



Tuesday, June 10, 2008 @ 6:48 PM

Truth is, i'm done pretending.

I have sleeping disorder & its damn annoying. 130am, i tried to sleep but at 4 in the morning, i was still awake. Awesomee. & yeah, then i somehow fell asleep.
Woke up in the morning wanting to go back to sleep :/ Changed, packed, left. Went to get my $2 meal from Macs then bus-d to school. I was yawning & yawning throughout the journey to school.
Trg was okay luh. I thought shooters were just gna do shooting cos coach told us ystd to bring our mp3s, etc. But nah, did other stuff. The drills made me feel like i was flying. We had to go damn fast up & down. Luckily i didnt trip over my own foot or something. Warmed down, changed then headed to Causeway for lunch with the same people.
Ate at LJS, talked & talked bout some interesting things then went to walk around.
I think today was my 4th attempt looking for a new bag & still none attracted me. So annoying. Went to Popular to look for the bottle thingy. I couldnt stop laughing when Si Mann tried to mix & match the bottle and cover. We were sitting at that section like asif it was our house uh. The rest left then leaving Si Mann & I there. Looked for white glue & we sat at that section like asif it was our house too. We were sitting there brainstorming for ideas, waiting for inspiration. Yeah, & we laughed & laughed at all our retarded ideas. Bought the stuff then home-d.
I feel good now cos i manage get my afternoon nap. I fell asleep while reading. The book's damn touching.
No trg tmrw cos theres a match at night, 720. Gna meet Nat & Si Mann to do council stuff but idk where & what time.
My shoulders are aching, both ankles are damn sore. Tssk.
Mum's damn random. She called me just to tell me that she's on the way home.
Kay, gna do council stuff now. Linguini linguini :D



Monday, June 9, 2008 @ 3:53 PM

Walk by Faith;

So shacked :/
Last night, i cldnt sleep again. 3am and i was still awake :/
Gym was hell tiring kay. Perspiration dripping everywhere & everyone was darn shacked. The circiut was killer. The Floor Wiper thingy was so tiring. I wanted to just lie flat on the floor. Did shoulder press after circuit then abs. Five sets of bridge. I was trying to be positive kay.
"3 more sets to go! which is only 120seconds which is only 2minutes!!!"
Yeah, thats how i was counting down. I hope that was encouraging for the rest.
Everyone was being quite retarded. Came up with all sorts of nonsense bout the stairs work. What jump down from the second level after climbing up all. Retarded lah. My shirt was soaking wet after gym kay. Tsk. Thanks uh, Sofyan. If he's ever gna make us do that circuit again, im gna officially runaway from gym.
Courtwork after gym. Coach made us to 250 shots. I had no strength to put those shots up luh. Did some halfcourt thingy after shooting then trg ended.
We decided to go Compass for lunch. So random. Too bored of causeway i guess. Last week was amk hub, today was compass. Whats next uh? Lot 1? Hee.
Kay, took 161 there. Really fast. We were talking super loudly on the bus luh. I was having a concert but no one sang along with me ): Kay, ate at the foodcourt. Saw Joanne & her friends there. Idk why, but Ling & I started laughing like some idiots. Laughed for damn long kay. She laughed till her chest pain, i laughed till my backache. Walked arnd after that, then went to CupWalker for bubble tea. The cup's really damn big. Can drink until you explode.
Took 965 home. I like taking 965! Especially when it hits the highway. Darn nice view. & its not being emo kay, pigg!
There's trg tmrw again. Kay lah, theres trg everyday :/ If coach kills us during trg tmrw, im not gna turn up for wednesday's match! (:
Im gna follow mum to Northpoint later & hopefully i'll get my schoolbag. Lets see which one catches my eye later (:
OH, anyway, if that girl ever sees this,
HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY, CHERYL :D

:}



Sunday, June 8, 2008 @ 9:56 PM

Do you remember, or should i just rewind.

Church service was hell funny today. Pastor Mark was such a joker.
Back to coach sue's house after church then headed off to Bishan Park with her sis, husband & her baby. Took her dog to the Dog Run place. & i witnessed many dog fights. Left for her place again after that. Showered her dog & baby then off to AMK Hub for dinner. Her baby was making alot of noise. I think she was jealous of the food we were eating (: Walked around & home-d.
Mum's being annoying. She's asking me alot of questions :/
Trg tmrw & i dont feel like going. What the crap, its gym then courtwork. Tssk. So tired & im damn lazy to wake up early.

Alright, bye all! (:



Saturday, June 7, 2008 @ 10:45 PM

Tired :/


Best, BB & I had fried mars bars today at Raffles City. We upsized it. & Best was very happy cos she finally got to eat fried mars bars. Headed up to the hotel room and slacked there. Samantha was playing with my phone's camara. Luckily it didnt spoil. Left at bout 5plus. Had difficulty looking for the bus stop for bus16.
Today's match was alright. Much better than the previous one. Everyone had fun, which was great. & i really think i sucked as a goalkeeper. Claudia kept call Ange "gerry". Hilarious luh. She heard me laughing from the back. We spent our warming down time talking bout the umpires. Hongting was the best luh. (:
Mum picked me up & aunt was in the car. Oh, drove coach home too. & their conversations in the car was quite interesting and funny.
Oh, i saw Vanessa at Kallang (: She was like "G-Dine! G-Dine!" while trg.
Church service tmrw with Ling & Coach Sue (:
I'm uber tired now & my eyes are closing :/ & i think im gna fall sick soon. Too many late nights i guess.
Anyway, Filly's gf which is my gf (HAHAHA) finishes her camp tmrw. & i hope she's having fun there & sleeping well.

Thats bout it, bye world!



Friday, June 6, 2008 @ 8:31 PM

& we'll linger on;


I was on the phone with 2 dumbdumbs till 3 in the morning. Awesomee.
Had prata for breakfast with Best like super early in the morning. 630 i think. We were both darn sleepy cos we slept friggin' late last night/early this morning :/
Walked up to OL after that & i mistook a dog as a cow/sheep ;} I reminded Best bout how i walked down the hill like asif i was crippled, many many years ago.
Reached OL rather early. Played at the fitness corner. Uber cool place! :D Deannah & LiJie came later.
OL's one day camp was fun. Chloe went too & that made the camp even more fun! Played full match & many other funny & cool games. The Lighthouse game was hell funny kay. Disturbing the kids that were blind folded was very fun. Waterbomb was horrible. Those kids' bombs were so small luh. It was really painful luh & they were aiming at my backside! They kept attacking me until i ran away from them.
Talked a little bout primary school days. We cld remember exactly where the netball court & other places were before they rebuilt the school. Those were the days luh.
Off to Deannah's place after that. We ate & ate & ate & drank. & we had our very own concert, super hilarious. Kay, then homed.
We took 2 videos which im too shy to put it here. So embarassing uh! (:
I tripped over the chair over at OL just now & my ankle hurts. Its swelling :/ tsk.
Tmrw, gna get fried mars bars with Best then off to Swiss hotel to meet Bay :D i'm so excited luh. But there's a match in the evening. Crap.
I'm really tired now. But i really had a great day (:
Thank you Coach, Ms Chong, Best, Chloe, Deannah, LiJie & last but not least, those OL kids, love lah (:
Peeeeeeks now :D



& i present to youuuu: My bestfriend :D


i love this Bumhole plentyy :D



Thursday, June 5, 2008 @ 7:50 PM

More than a name or a face in the crowd ;


We trained with only 3 people this morning for an hour and a half. It was quite tiring :/
Off to causeway seoul gardens for class lunch with only 12 people.
Home-ed after that.
Sis was here. Slacked for awhile then off to Bishan to meet Nat. Walked arnd then met zhenzhen bout the shirts. Then back home.
OLGC netball camp tmrw.
Short one here. Really tired :/
Oh, Joycelyn Mohh!
Take care of yourself at camp kay. Go make friends! Then you wont be lonely uh. & sorry, I fell asleep uh. Oh well, take care uh, dwarf! :D

K, im done here.



@ 12:49 AM

I'll pay any cost.


Bestfriend came over like uber late. I was starving while waiting for her. She deprived me from eating cos she wanted me to go pick her up. But i was smart not to walk all the way. So i sat at the fitness playground :D
After dinner, went into my room & that bum was doing some martial arts moves on my bed. Idk what kinda moves they were too luh. Spent our time listening and singing songs & talking on the phone first with Bay then with Bean then with Bay again. We were talking nonsense the whole time luh.
She left at abt 1030. Mummy drove her to mrt station :D
Hi Best, i know you love me for tonight. Thanks for letting me bully you! It was damn fun kay (: & you said you dont wna talk to bay & i forever but you asked me a question the next second uh. I know you cant bear to (: I'll see you on friday early early in the morning. My mum's gna pick you up & we're gna have breakfast. Takecare love :D

Goodnight, world :D



Wednesday, June 4, 2008 @ 5:14 PM

I feel trapped and enslaved to this dark contrast. Need a feeling now, give me something that's going to last.


Gym was not bad. There's like, not alot of us uh. 28 laps was hell tiring i swear. Did the normal programme then finished off with abs. Stupid bridge. Most of us were struggling.
Courtwork after that. The sun didnt show us any mercy luh. Doing the screen was quite tiring. I guess its cos we kept doing the same thing over & over again which was damn boring.
Noraida was having trg with 14s at the other court. She's damn funny. & i somehow miss the times trg under her.
Washed up & changed then left for AMK Hub. Had lunch at the coffeeshop nearby then went into Hub and walked arnd then all went home.
I bet Nat is damn happy now. Hor Nat? Its settled, & we're like $10 under budget. Awesomeeee (:
I took a nap just now from 3plus -430 or so. Then mum just had to come into my room. I didnt know what she was doing but she was on the phone. She came in not once, not twice but thrice. Then i got up & didnt go back to sleep. Seriously, i very rarely take afternoon naps kay.
Theres trg tmrw, just courtwork. & i guess there'll be even lesser people tmrw, like 4? Yeah, great. Class lunch at Seoul Gardens with Mrs Quah at 12. Then off to Bishan to meet our supplier with Nat.
Eh Nat, Excited not? :D
Kay, i'm darn tired now. Whole body's like aching.
Bestie's coming over for dinner, uh, soon i guess. Yayy :D

Alright peeeeks (:

Coach Sue & her super adorable baby girl (:
Kohhhhhh! (:

Today, (:



Tuesday, June 3, 2008 @ 7:42 PM

Its not gna bother me, ever.


I spent my day watching One Tree Hill and i kept tearing & tearing. It was uber sad kay ): I'm at the 5th episode of season 5 now :D
Training starts tmrw. Gym in the morning then courtwork i think. I dont like gym :/
Idk what to blog abt alrdy.
Bye all.
(:



@ 12:18 AM

ihy, i really do.
idkywlt. ifss.
& idktbuwtotw.
If only, i had the courage to tell you.


Town-ed with Li Jie this afternoon. Chilled at Wisma's starbucks. & i think the guy at the counter was annoying yet funny kay. We caught up quite abit, laughed at stupid stuffs, update each other bout of lives, looked back at primary school days. Went to Heeren (if thats how you spell it) to walk walk see see & i think the HMV there is damn cool.
Met Eng after that, at Dhoby Ghaut. Bus-ed to Kallang.
Match against 14s was, alright. Cleared it.

Here's to y'all:
Team, Mdm Lee, once again, i'm sorry. I shouldnt have flared up. I know i dont have the rights to. Idk what went into me, honestly. Please do have faith in me. I'll be better next time. I'm sorry, everyone.

I'm glad there's hinann. If not, i'll really feel super duper uber helpless. Had macs with her after the match. Ate & talked. Took photos which i'll upload once i get it from her. Then sent her to yishun mrt.

Koh Hin Ann:
Arent you glad that you're back in Sg now? Everything's gna be alright, dont bother bout whatever that bothered you cos you've got me. & thank you very much for tonight. Really appreciate it (: Thank you for that quite weird looking pencil thingy from Aus too! Love you plentyyy.

Nat:
Thank you for tonight too. I'll be fine, (: Lovee.

Bayyy:
I miss you like crap kayy! Thank you for always being there. & yknow, i'll always be there for you too (: We ought to meet up soon kay, love!

Bean:
Hope you're fine; You've got your pretty phone back, so be happy (: Everything's gna be fine kay. Love you many many (:

Eng:
I saw the poster alrdy. Very hot & sexy meh? Looked so stern & disgusting uh. Oh well, dont have to feel sad for me (i hope you get what im talking abt). :D love.
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I feel, urghhh.
I feel so mood-out. I dont feel like speaking a word. And mummy just scolded me & she's damn pissed now. Cos i didnt reply her. I really didnt feel like opening my mouth and talk.

I guess this is it.
Goodnight world.



Monday, June 2, 2008 @ 11:43 AM

I gave & gave the best of me. But couldnt give you what you need.


Woke up to many many vibrations from my phone. Thanks uh, for waking me up from my beauty sleep :}
I'm gna start watching my OneTreeHill after this. I'm very much addicted to it alrdy. Three more episodes and i'm done with season 4. Then i'll start on season 5 and then Gossip Girls. & yes, i'm very into all these angmoh dramas (:
Gna meet my fellow giant at town to chill later. She's gna do her work and i'm gna stone (: Then off to meet Joanne at Dhoby and we're off to Kallang then match against 14s. Interesting, opponents going for match tgt :D hoho.
Oh, sorry buddy & the two of you for not replying your texts last night. I'll reply, later :D
& it was raining at some part of singapore last night but not yishun. Not fair! I didnt get to be enlightened!
Alright, bye world!



Sunday, June 1, 2008 @ 3:21 PM

I know what i want.
Its not impossible.


I finally have a proper study cum computer table. I'm so happy! No more sitting on the floor, with my computer on a super low table and trying my best to find a space to put my books on and study. & no more feeling like a Jap. Hee, happinessss. But apparently, it looks rather weird. I think my bed is too big (:
Was watching Home Alone 4. They little boy is super cute. Yeah, the show's nice yooo.
My one & only sister is coming over in awhile (:
Match tmrw against 14s. I wanna play to top the group & bring SSS up to division 3. Its possible, i hope. Team, y'all are with me, yes? We'll shall do whatever we can do (:
Those peeps are touching down at 5. Welcome back y'all. I'm sure y'all had tonnes of fun (:
Alright, i'm going back to my staff day thingy.